Hello guys! I’m posting twice today. This is weird. On the bright side, today I didn’t spell hello with a ‘w’. CRAP! I just did. LEGIT. THIS. IS. SPARTA.
*whispers*I don’t know what sparta is.
Well. That was a fantastic intro.
So you guys know what I did this morning. I attended my first event as a media representative. I was basically live blogging from 4am to 2.30pm today because of the event so if you haven’t seen it, go check it out here
After the event, I spent some time catching up on the usual vlogs I watch everyday. Zoe’s, Alfie’s and Lilly’s. I kind of needed some quiet time by myself after this morning because I had to be social. Now I know you most likely don’t understand this. Immediately after the event, I texted my dad. I was really upset to be honest. I guess it was all about the moment. But I was upset and I texted him saying that it was awful. So he calmly asked me why. I replied with one sentence.
“Because I had to talk”
And he immediately got it. He completely understood what I was feeling which I was so grateful for. He’s always been on a similar wavelength as me I guess. Later when I told my mom that it was horrible because I had to talk, she laughed and made a joke even though I wasn’t trying to be funny.
What really happened was that I panicked because I felt so alone and I felt like everyone but me knew what was happening and what they had to do. That said, I realise that this was only my first event. I will have more in the future as a journalist and I need to toughen myself up and get the job done. It was a great experience overall though which I am ridiculously grateful for. As I said before, the panic and awful feelings was all part of the moment. After I had some time alone, I felt so much better and by about 4pm I had started writing the article for the event and I got it submitted by about 5. I felt great after that.
I also got my official office email address today too. It’s got the newspaper’s handle and it’s so official and I feel so important.
So that was my day. Not too bad I think. All I know is that I don’t have anything to do tomorrow and I really need a chill, sleep in day after having 3 consecutive early mornings with so much to do.
So, 6 of my favourite things in my room. I don’t know if I should be honest with this list. I feel like my room is like my personal safe haven. I don’t know. A room is so incredibly personal isn’t it? Okay let’s see.
1) My Teddy Bear
|My brother got him for me for my 16th birthday. It’s the perfect size to cuddle with.
2) My pillow
(I’m talking about a pillow I’ve had since I was a baby. I can’t sleep without it.)
3) My bed
4) My Macbook
5) My owl coasters
6) The wall behind my bed (my inspiration wall)
To be honest, I like my wall more then my coasters. I’m such a badass rebel.
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